( There's a relief that settles into his own body, as his hug is reciprocated. It means that he's relaxing, too, the tension leaving his shoulders, his face turning a little more against her shoulder as he hugs tighter. If he minds the urgent, tight way she's squeezing him, he doesn't show it at all.
After a moment, he speaks. )
...See? Isn't this fine? ( There's still a trace of fear, even behind the calm, that quiet worry of rejection— but they've come this far. )
Stop worrying about what I should or shouldn't think, what I do or don't deserve. ...Stupid.
[That manages to elicit a small noise that's somewhere between a laugh and a sob. When she speaks, she manages at least a fraction of her normal composure, despite murmuring into his shoulder. It's the best she can manage.]
Perhaps if you were less pathetic I wouldn't have to.
[The gently mocking tone, however, slips away a moment later, and her voice sounds shaky again when she adds-]
Don't leave. You can't leave.
[She knows it's demanding, knows she has no right, knows he can't even control it, but it slips out anyway. Childish. Foolish.]
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After a moment, he speaks. )
...See? Isn't this fine? ( There's still a trace of fear, even behind the calm, that quiet worry of rejection— but they've come this far. )
Stop worrying about what I should or shouldn't think, what I do or don't deserve. ...Stupid.
( That last word is very soft, very fond. )
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Perhaps if you were less pathetic I wouldn't have to.
[The gently mocking tone, however, slips away a moment later, and her voice sounds shaky again when she adds-]
Don't leave. You can't leave.
[She knows it's demanding, knows she has no right, knows he can't even control it, but it slips out anyway. Childish. Foolish.]